Yesterday officially marks the 2.5 year mark of my surgery on my right knee. It’s crazy to me, but at the same time it’s crazier to me that I may be having the same surgery again on my other knee. I’m glad I did the first surgery, it greatly helped but I was hoping that would be it. Now there’s so much more to figure out and it’s going to suck. Today has just been more than I was up to. Not with the people that make me feel like I’m doing the right thing at the right time I guess. Ill survive though, at least I got some fun today. Matthew came home from drill with a superman cape, ready to give it away. I have been wearing it ever since haha, I kinda threw him for a loop but he loves me :)
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Yesterday I went to the doctors for my knee and found out I may have to have surgery. We’re trying physical therapy first but since it didn’t work on the other knee we are kinda preparing for the surgery. It kinda sucks, considering it will again mess with school. Trying to figure out so much in such a short about of time. Talk about stressed! :/
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Everything had started in such sharp detail, each aspect pronounced and clear. Obviously, endings were different. Harder to see, full of shapes that could be one thing or another, with all the things that you were once sure of suddenly not familiar, if they were ever recognizable at all.
Tonight my boy took me out for the orioles game to one of the local bars in our neighborhoods. We had dinner and watched the game, I had a few drinks. I’m sad to admit I’m more of a light weight than I use to be, but i don’t care. I had fun with my boy and his friend while we watched the orioles game, even though they lost. Oh, and because its national donut day we got dunkin donuts on the way home. So yummy breakfast in the am :) too bad he went to the movies and left me :p buttmunch haha but I love him to the moon and back. My boy is truly great and I don’t know what I’d do without him. 7.22.12
i cant even make a straight line while using a ruler why do people expect so much from me
My school had this week called, “I Believe” Week and one of the days was “I believe in my story.”
People wrote on these note cards starting with “If you really knew me you would know that…”
Some of these notecards said:
- “If you really knew me, you’d know that I was raped by my older brother everday.”
- “If you really knew me, you’d know that my mom is a heroin addict and it’s tearing my family apart.”
- “If you really knew me, you’d know that I had cancer when I was 5 and people made fun of me because I was different and didn’t have hair.”
- “If you really knew me, you’d know that I was sexually harassed and abused as a child.
- “If you really knew me, you’d know that I suffer from depression and I’ve attempted suicide.”
- If you really knew me, you’d know that I got into a car crash with my best friend and I held her in my arms, blood everywhere. RIP.
When people came up to read these note cards, a lot of them started crying. It made many people realize that everyone has a story and that you’re not alone.
i wanna do this
wow
everyone needs to share this, it’s so powerful
ah I did this at camp it’s really great to know you’re not alone
(Source: linatran)
Watch what happens when Adobe Photoshop turns random strangers into ads while they wait for their bus.
Sarah Dessen is amazing! My awesome boy was nice enough to order her new book for me, I mixed up the release date some how, so it came in the mail yesterday. I just started reading and I’m already to chapter five. As always it’s great thus far. If you’ve never read a Sarah Dessen book you should, there’s plenty to choose from.
In love
When I made my first tumblr I did it for the pictures then found people I knew in school and such had them and that’s how I followed more people. But sometimes I feel more myself talking to people I’ve only ever met on here. It’s like there’s no judgement, were all okay to be exactly who we are not who are parents or teachers or friends expect us to be. Anyway one of my favorite things over the years, wow can’t believe I’ve had tumblr for years, is getting on and seeing I have messages. It warms my heart. I’ve met some truly amazing people on here, and I’ve never met them for real which is fine because I feel we get to know each other just as well from the comforts of our tumblrs :)
(Source: harrattanparhar)
Advice, stories, and support for long distance relationships!
When school ended my boy and I took a trip to Kentucky to attend his friends wedding. I had the pleasure of meeting his friend and wife who unfortunately we live way too far from, we had a blast with these amazing people. We went to the Louisville slugger museum before coming home, which if you know me, that’s a great day. I love baseball! I thought there’s no better way to start the summer, apparently he had more up his sleeve. We came home and the next day he took me to the Orioles game, a blast as always. Then the biggest surprise, we went to the Kenny Chesney concert. This man, my boy he does all these amazing things for me. He supports me in all my craziness and confusion, he makes me laugh and smile and want to kill him haha but life truly would be boring without him. We may have our disagreements but he’s honestly the best guy for me. I’ve never been so happy. He’s my boy, my love, he’s my perfect <3 1.22.12
Good things really do come to those who wait, and I’m so glad I waited for him
